I have felt and odd mood lately
one that separates the communication of your senses of each other
compartmentalizes each into their own unrelated box
My headspace is going numb,
& wrapping it around the ordinary is a
challenge
I analyze this state
in & through the spam of the day
sometimes forgetting it in the business
& fully realizing it
when someone is speaking to me for too long.
(longer than a few phrases)
I think I need to get out of this town
run away to the city
alone.
I want to touch those walls I've
Learned of
dreamt of
& felt in sleeping sense
I want to smell the air around those walls
& to
know the wall of
joy
experiencing
the world next to a pair of eyes that open
my own
The Wall(s) (in no specific order)
The louvre,
Paris (specifically Van Gough & the Nike of Somathrace)
Scotland
Meet Matthew good (done june 30th 2007)
The Bauhaus (my art therapy studio)
Japan - war sites
Germany - war sites
Australia
India
Niagra Falls
Brazil
A healthful body
A companion who is willing to be with me, not follow or force me.
